defending an imaginary side by kbetray, literature
Literature
defending an imaginary side
i don't understand.
exchanging solemn glances, fake smiles, and ignorant glares are no longer sufficient.
if you'd like me to lie to you as you feel is necessary, i will.
i will do it just as you do
and hear the rest later.
i will never tell you i'm sorry
or admit blame.
i will never wonder if i did something wrong
or confront you.
i will lie through my teeth
and plaster a fake grin on my face.
my eyes will display no sorrow
and they will not shine with the pity of tears.
i will fight you with every weapon i have
and i will never let you know.
i will make you cry yourself to sleep
and i will make you feel every dagger i have f
I mumble the history of childish experiences
Hoping to pull you back
To when you were different.
For today
Your lips no longer breathe the quintessence of infancy
Or the dynamism of junior high.
Today
They whisper the sounds of acceptance
Infidelity
Avariciousness
And lust.
They exhale the euphoria of nothing
And instead
Replace it with qualms
And tears
And blood.
The echoes of your silence
Do not falter
And though I exhale the innocence
Of forgotten solitude
I am only joking.
It is you that has forgotten.
I hold in my words
Until they can't be held in anymore.
Until they explode with the brilliance of fire-
Teeming with the passion of night-
Stealing the lines of the kings of suave-
Breathing the breath of those that came before.
The fervor of my phrases comes out
With the poise of only the greatest of egoists
And the vividness of the last memory of a lost love.
They exhale the ecstasy of a thousand desires
Granted by the hands of gods.
But they shouldn't.
The ardor should be absent as the smile of the desolate
And the intensity replaced with a subtle grin of delight.
The elegant bliss exchanged with an honest moment too awkward
Forging the Lines in a Script by kbetray, literature
Literature
Forging the Lines in a Script
I sit down and write you a letter.
I pour into it the passion of star-crossed lovers
And the verve of the fearless
Recreating the fierce emotions
Crying to be set free.
Destroying the names of those before you
And those to come
And releasing the clandestine breaths
Never to be breathed.
Miming the stories of the arduous gods
And fashioning a tale of verve
From the bottled sentiments-
Admitting the fervor
Of a hopeless child
Determined to succeed.
The note teems with the brilliance of newfound desire
And the poise of record-holders among the deities.
And then
I tear it up.
Destroying the whispers of forgotten solitude
And
I have no response.
My words no longer possess the vigor of the late hours of night
The poise of gods
Or the brilliance of the last line on the page.
Today, they're missing the passion of a long-awaited embrace
The verve of love-seeking phantoms
And the harmony of the whispers of lovers.
They lack the fervor of wealthy kings
And instead feel contrite and penitent.
They have the vim of a betrayed aficionado
And the vitality of unwanted roses.
Today I have no witty retort.
It is not because you told me you loved me.
It is because you told me you loved me
And I realized you weren't him.
I have no response.
My words no longer possess the vigor of the late hours of night
The poise of gods
Or the brilliance of the last line on the page.
Today, they're missing the passion of a long-awaited embrace
The verve of love-seeking phantoms
And the harmony of the whispers of lovers.
They lack the fervor of wealthy kings
And instead feel contrite and penitent.
They have the vim of a betrayed aficionado
And the vitality of unwanted roses.
Today I have no witty retort.
It is not because you told me you loved me.
It is because you told me you loved me
And I realized you weren't him.
Forging the Lines in a Script by kbetray, literature
Literature
Forging the Lines in a Script
I sit down and write you a letter.
I pour into it the passion of star-crossed lovers
And the verve of the fearless
Recreating the fierce emotions
Crying to be set free.
Destroying the names of those before you
And those to come
And releasing the clandestine breaths
Never to be breathed.
Miming the stories of the arduous gods
And fashioning a tale of verve
From the bottled sentiments-
Admitting the fervor
Of a hopeless child
Determined to succeed.
The note teems with the brilliance of newfound desire
And the poise of record-holders among the deities.
And then
I tear it up.
Destroying the whispers of forgotten solitude
And
I hold in my words
Until they can't be held in anymore.
Until they explode with the brilliance of fire-
Teeming with the passion of night-
Stealing the lines of the kings of suave-
Breathing the breath of those that came before.
The fervor of my phrases comes out
With the poise of only the greatest of egoists
And the vividness of the last memory of a lost love.
They exhale the ecstasy of a thousand desires
Granted by the hands of gods.
But they shouldn't.
The ardor should be absent as the smile of the desolate
And the intensity replaced with a subtle grin of delight.
The elegant bliss exchanged with an honest moment too awkward
I mumble the history of childish experiences
Hoping to pull you back
To when you were different.
For today
Your lips no longer breathe the quintessence of infancy
Or the dynamism of junior high.
Today
They whisper the sounds of acceptance
Infidelity
Avariciousness
And lust.
They exhale the euphoria of nothing
And instead
Replace it with qualms
And tears
And blood.
The echoes of your silence
Do not falter
And though I exhale the innocence
Of forgotten solitude
I am only joking.
It is you that has forgotten.
I mumble the history of childish experiences
Hoping to pull you back
To when you were different.
For today
Your lips no longer breathe the quintessence of infancy
Or the dynamism of junior high.
Today
They whisper the sounds of acceptance
Infidelity
Avariciousness
And lust.
They exhale the euphoria of nothing
And instead
Replace it with qualms
And tears
And blood.
The echoes of your silence
Do not falter
And though I exhale the innocence
Of forgotten solitude
I am only joking.
It is you that has forgotten.